I have been wanting to blog about this. But just don't have the time to do so. Not that i'm super free but simply an urge for break here.

What has the place Singapore become?
Seems like no longer a place for Singaporeans.
Locals are wanting to travel overseas. Ok, for the fact of experiencing the scenary, to migrate n etc, i have nothing to disagree with.
Well, not that i have alot to disagree with in the first place.

Just that, i find myself no longer in 'Singapore'.
My observations showed me that i'm constantly surrounded with not only the usual suspects like people from China and Malaysia, but the Vietnamess, Koreans, Japanese, Thais, Burmese and still counting.
The only time when i'm in a train full with only the Singaporeans are during the rush hours. Else, i think i'm the only Chinese around.
And it just occurred to me why the heck to travel overseas when i'm the odd ball here.
Makes sense. Don't make sense.

Miracle

It's not a everyday business. So you can't wait for it to happen.
But to treasure the clear sunny day should it come amidst the rainy days.

What is the best way to show someone you love him or her?

The ans: By taking good care of oneself is the best way. Because only when you are in a good shape, then you have the ability to take care of the person and walk with the person for the rest of the journey.

i am mad.
fuming angry.
stupid file to set down.
and it's not a blue file what.
push to me for f***!

I fainted on saturday night.
While with B and friends.
=(
Scary...
It was the first time i felt the plurge of oxygen/blood from my head while SITTING down.
It was always either i'm standing or while walking that i felt fainting.
At least, there was some movement going somewhere which drain me.
But i didn't know even while sitting i can feel the fainting spell.

The blackout was horrible.

No matter how much or how deep i breathe...the concious just won't come back.

I'm beginning to feel afraid.

The Review

This is the beginning of October. A year ago...about this time, someone once threatened me that if i blurt out that he does indulge in doing facial mask, he will 'broke up' with me.
And now..he threatens with 'divorcing' me if i don't listen to him.

It has been a slow n sweet ride.
With him really listening to what ger need's and does them.
Of course, there is still room for improvement but credit still has to be given to the efforts done. =p

From the zero phone calls to the occassional phone calls...
From the zero of that little bits of 'ai sheteru' to the sweet loving words now and then...
From the ungentlemanly behaviour to the slightly better gesture now...
From the not obvious at all showering of care and concern to the obviously shown now...
From the very seldom gesture of gifts to the surprise of gifts now...

Although this little brat here likes to throw tantrums when vit B is out of stock.
But this only shows how much the brat wants to be in his arms...and yes...sniffing his underarms *armpits...

And yes this brat is happy with this brand of vit B. And that happy is an understatement.
*blush...

sick sick sick...

Stupid headache haunting me.
The persistent thumping and throbbing pain.
As if the whole head kept ballooning and inflating.
Even my forehead is beginning to scream.

Damn. Hadn't had headache like this in ages.

Not forgetting the diarrhoea that started just before i left the office last evening.
Can i go home?...