Quotes From "Tomorrow"

"A marriage is to be established on trust for each other, allowing each other to give happiness to their loved one."

"Tomorrow is another brand new day. What happens today will become history tomorrow. We can't change history but we can shape it to be a better tomorrow."

20 April 2006

It was a gift too late. A gift which had i been more pursuing in the first place. Guess i would have my goodwill intention sent out and not kept inside my heart after all.

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Recently i have finally finished reading the fifth book of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Had it not been snakie who lend me all the vcds/dvds, the book was most likely to continue sitting around somewhere in the room. It's was three years ago when i borrowed that book. The so called latest craze at that time. But barely into the first chapter i couldn't bring myself to carry on. Book five just seem so differently written as compared to the first four. Then after watching all the four movies, the urge has come back for me to continue the fifth year.

Verdict? Not too bad after all but it's getting more and more complicated, which i don't quite like it.

Oh.. and the movie about the Goblet of fire sucks. Sucks big time. The focuses are not there. So much details lost. The scenes doesn't connect well to each other especially in the beginning.

Gime the book anytime. Maybe... they should try like LOTR.

Something's failing

Hands shivering

Difficulty in breathing

Finds walking tedious

Fainting spells

What else...

Plan Aside

Im shelving the plan of having a dog till later stage. Going to KIV how's snakie doing before i take the plunge too. Hahaa..

It's been only 3 days, yet she's complaining about the barking.

Well, there's alot of compromising, accomodating and adjusting to do with.

Wonder if it was God's will or just coincidence. And sometimes you cant help wondering how coincidentally it can be. Just as i was thinking of having a dog and getting myself to be really prepared for an additional member into my house, there was this drama on ch U, showing, telling or educating people, about having pets. And so happen that i tuned in to the program too.

"you have to bear in mind that your pet shits and pees as you but with lesser self control.you have to feed your pet. you have to bath your pet. you gota have that time committed to your pet. and bearing in mind that no matter how well you treat your pet, when provoked, it will still attack. and never never to desert pet as and when you like. it is a responsibility when you own a pet."

Oh... think i have left out an important issue. That is to make my house pet friendly first. Of which eh hem.. not exactly yet. Haaha.. so i'll better start to 'change' my house.

13 April 2006-Thursday

Felt like a friday today. Maybe because tomorrow is a public holiday.

I found myself humming the songs in MG cd today. Been like at least 3 or 4 years ago that i last hear the cd.

Received a email that brought some joy this morning.

Yesterday i had emailed someone about a mini schnauzer. She's selling the dog. And the advertisement that she put up expires today.

I wasn't expecting that she would still have the dog. Just trying my luck.

And i got my luck. =)

The dog is still with her. But i can only get to see the dog when she's free and when i'm free.

Tentatively we have scheduled next sunday for me to see the dog. I'm so excited.

On the other hand, a little worried.

Because i've yet to let my flatmate know that i have the intention of having a dog.

And he's supposedly to have sensitive nose. Before, he always wakes up with running nose and welcome the morning with his sneezes. Now, nothing much changes.

No matter what, he has the rights to know and not knowing my intention upon seeing the dog. Isn't it?

And.. another problem, with the presence of the dog, it makes it more impossible if i would want my parents to move in with me in time to come. Haaha.. getting abit too far-sighted here... That scenario won't be here till years later. But still... the problem is there le.. she's extremely terrified of dogs. EXTREMELY. haiz... never mind.

'chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zi'

Lost & Found

Ok, i know MG is such a thing of the past but.. the MG soundtrack is really nice. At least, my darling and i felt so.

Been feeling rather sad since knowing i have lost the cd till... till i saw it last night!!! It was in the cd booklet that we used to share. ARGH!!! How dare him to possess my cds... and it wasn't just one cd of mine that was inside. I think end of the day, i have taken back more than 10 cds bah.. not many but those were mine lo!!.. HMPF...

Nonetheless i m still feeling very happy that i have found my cd.

The MG cd acompany me through the entire night. Was mesmerizing myself in the songs... "Perfect Moment" etc...

=(

Im in love with someone whom i cant be with.

=(...

I was online shopping around for my companion. And more and more pics of husky were shown and i fall deeper and deeper with every pic i was presented.

But, i cant have husky. The place im living wont allow me to have such a huge dog. Guess this is the only point in time im sad that i dont live in landed property.

Oh well, what else can i do. The siberian husky can only be remained as a dream for me.

Meanwhile, i will just keep on shopping around to widen my options so that i wont have to wait for long for the arrival of my new companion.

But trying not to put myself into a rush. Am giving myself time to read up more on the type of dogs as to which are the ones who will be suitable for me and the pricing around whether it's from the petshop or elsewhere.

Hmm.. mini schnauzer.. beagle.. ???

Elated

My Saturday had started off a little late. Was out of the house at 4.45 when my appointment was fixed 4.30. Still, i was the first to arrive. Luckily i had know her pretty well. Otherwise i would spinning cobwebs when she reached.

Dinner was not exactly fantastic but the company was great. Went shopping around and
after shopping, we settled for some japanese dessert and spent the next hour plus chatting and chatting. =)

After we exchanged good byes and promise to meet up again for dinner at Surf n Turf, i went to join Bn and Mz. The forever bickering lovebirds. =) Been awhile since i see two persons so closely matched with each other. They complement each other well. The glow on their faces is so obvious. Especially for Bn. Felt so helpless when he fall right before my eyes, breaking down and crying his heart out. & now? he finally found his happiness. I wish them the best. =)

Was home around 2 plus and while drowning myself in vcds, i received a surprise. Really really surprised and elated to receive the long awaited reply. Thank you, badaman. =)

Temptation

Snakie is tempting me with a really good offer.

3-4 months old pure breed shih tzu at 500bucks.

Not only you get the dog, but all the other necessities come with it too. The cage, the food, the shampoo, etc and etc.

And that's not all.

You don't have to pay the amount first.

And you can choose to have a trial period, which is, you will get all the stuff and the dog for let's say about a week and if you realise that the dog can't adapt to the environment or whatsoever reason you can return the dog back to the owner.

*I'm going to faint.*

Been wanting to get a small companion. And this offer is too good to be true yet it's really true.

But... but... but...

What i really want is a miniature schnauzer.

Tomorrow snakie is going see the shih tzu.

Was still wondering if i should go along.

But in the end, i give up the idea.

Firstly, i want sleep. Lolx.. I don't want to wake up early on a saturday. A pig is a pig after all.

Secondly, the offer is really too good. And the chance is extremely high for me to take the offer. But i don't wish to take the shih tzu and regret later why it isn't a schnauzer.

Thirdly, if i decided to take the dog, i will have to take home the very same day and i already have an appointment fixed with my honey. I don't want to jeopardise the date with my honey.

Conclusion = Good bye, shih tzu. =(

Happy Birthday To My Darling

Dearest Darling,

Today is your special day and i sincerely wish that you will enjoy it. =) Time passes real fast. I miss the times back in school days. The time we spent hanging at tbp. Then our movie dates and chancing upon Happy Daze. And our last meeting at Mt. Faber.

The other day i finally found the best gift that i can present you as your wedding gift but i have yet to have the chance to get it. I will definitely get for you and would love to see the happy smile on your face.

I miss the 'look' on your face. The happy-go-lucky attitude. The 'tian ta xia lai dang bei gai'. 'No worries, be happy'. Now, it's no longer there.

Please promise me that you will be happy.

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There is this qoute in my desk calender.

"To love is to protect"

So true.

Yet, not many people realise it.

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Sha mei and i had a pretty enjoyable time last evening at AB. These regular dosage of girly sessions are indeed relaxing and enriching. The share of laughter, sadness and stuffs around us.

We all shall work hard towards out goal. =)

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Oki... time to head home. Home sweet home.

Wonder if it was a good thing that i was blur about tonight's program. Thought that she would be home tonight straight after meeting but had forgotten that she'll be having dinner with her dad. So i had postponed my date with my honey to this sat instead. Had wanted to chat with her but has to wait till she's home tonight. I hope she's feeling ok though i know she won't. The sudden change of his schedule had made them unable to go for date this week. And worse is that he is not acompanying her on his off days. wtf man.

A Date In the Evening

As always, what i have plan to do for the day always won't be completed.

I have planned initially to be home straight after work to make dinner and rest early.

I have even purchased enough groceries to last for about a week, for both of us. Actually half a week lahh, but given that we probably won't be home everyday so it's consider a week's groceries to us.

Then, there is an sms for me. I thought i had read wrongly.

"Wanna meet up tonight?"

"but tot u work till 9pm? haha.. meet at 10 arh?"

I thought she had sent the msg to the wrong person at first but i replied to her.

"hee.. ya lo.."

"oki"

And so i had an appointment at late evening tonight.

Another session of girly talk? I guess so.

I am tired. But no matter what, i will be present. Because it's her i'm meeting.

Haha.. as if i'm in love with the same gender.

Nah... she's just one of my favourite gals.

To the people i cherish, no matter what, i will turn up for whatever function.

argh

ok, my eyelids are extremely heavy now. mouth is yawning every ten seconds.

i'm so sleepy.

i can't blink my eyes too often for fear that i will doze off any minute.

and i will.

upper and lower eyelids are like north and south pole. attracting each other fiercly.

HELP!!

why

why did u do that for?

for fun?

to kill boredom?

i want an explanation.

so that i won't be lost.

but there is no answer.

never.

3 April 2006

What a rush morning it was. Kinda late when came out of the house and wait such bloody long time for the bus. Argh. Anyway it's no big deal though. lolx.

What a fulfilling weekend it was.. Haha.. DXO was 'fun' man. So 'crowded'. Frankly speaking, it was the first time i've been to such a crowded club. It is indeed a nice place. I fell in love with it the moment i stepped into the premises. But the lack of people does spoil most of the ambience. Nevertheless, we still had fun. Poor Chloe was the destined 'blur' one, ended up drinking the most.

And the shopping day? Two 'siao cha bor' went on a crazy shopping spree. Result? Lots of shoes, clothes, bag and necklaces. Plus a relaxing and abit tormenting massage and foot reflexology at kenko. My first attempt at the foot massage and i'm definitely going back. Was truly great. My foot had never been so 'relax' before.

Yesterday managed to meet up with 'sha mei' aka Meiyan. Had acompany her for her break and catch up quite abit. Miss her man. Miss her 'blur blur' attitude' and so happy that she had found such a nice fella to take care of her. Evening was equally sweet as well when my bro came to find me for dinner. Been awhile since i last met up with him. It was a enjoyable prata dinner of 30mins.

And that's my weekend.