D.Gray Man

I was once again reminded that i was not keeping my honors of which i've said that i will update my "diary" as frequently as i would now since i have gotten my white knight.

=p

I guess it's kinda difficult on my part because of the "obstacles" that i have to overcome. i have simply too much to upload and the thought of only uploading the 5 photos at a time is enough to deter me.

Ok, i'm simply lazy.

My Hongkong trip... my Bintan trip.. my zoo trip.. woah..
photos alone... geez.. i don't know when i can finish.

And the thoughts of the moment.. my short term memory isn't helping me either.

So either i start afresh or slowly, really slowly pick up the pieces here and there.

So tonight, i decided to blog about some issues. i guess it's related to the philosophy of life.

I have just finish a 103 worth of episodes of anime. That's explain the title. "D.Gray Man"

I do not know how others see it. I don't care. It's an enjoyment to me. A leisure. An interest. A stress reliever.

At the same time, i do learnt a great deal from it.

The story evolves around exorcists who are working for an Order, beliving in God, to exterminate the akumas, who are the monsters created by the Earl who well, i suppose its the devil lor. The monsters destroyed human race.
And the exorcists are racing time to destroy the akumas.

The exorcists learnt to become stronger. Fighting hard to get what they want. To protect their loved ones.
The main lead, Allen Walker said "i will choose to go forward. i will not turn back" in the show when he realised that if by going forward with the journey, more dangers are lurking. by turning back, maybe a better choice. But he chose not to.

The ending i thought probably should end with the Earl dead. All akumas are destroyed. But nope. It wasn't that way.

I just felt.

It's the same with life.

One should only learn to become stronger. To protect oneself. Their loved ones.
We can only move forward. Keep on improving ourselves. And not staying at the same spot 5 yrs from now. 10 yrs from now.

We should look forward to all opportunities which will increase our knowledges, open our mindset, widen our horizon and broaden our perspective.

We can't stay put and remain unchanged.

Because everything is a constant change around us.

Obstacles are every where. We must know how to fight them
Overcome them. Have solutions. Not reactions.

And, there will never be a day without problems.
Because without them, we wouldn't know what are solutions.

Without the bitterness in life, how do we know that sweet is sweet.

We have to embrace all that is coming to us, whether good or bad.

That's life.

*Spinning cobwebs...

It's been ages since i have blogged about anything.

Ages...

I did have an entry a couple of days ago but i deleted it off. Because the entry was entered on a moment of fury. Some incident which pissed me off.

Then again, i felt that, i don't want to remember anything that makes me mad or unhappy.

Or perhaps the entry hadn't exactly conveyed the message that it shows the reflection of my true self.

Or I ever wanted was something simple but yet it seems to be hard on people to accept it.

Respect.

Logical conversation.

Not that im not a lame person at times. i am. im silly at times. im dumb at times.

But when the occasion calls for it. Please don't say things without rational and sensible thinking.

Anyway, i wish i will be able to blog about my progess lately. My trips. My happy moment.

Since i have my "white knight" already.. i shall blog more often.

Mind Your Own Business Please

I know we all have our rights. Our human rights.

That we have the freedom to do whatever we like and want so long it does not fall out of the legal rights, rules and regulations.

Still, there is still huge greyish area which really should be brought out to everyone.

Public awareness. Public behaviour. What's appropriate and what's not.

Take for example this morning.

I was in the MRT train. Within the same area, sitted at one corner was a loud, really loud speaking young woman who was very clearly quarrelling on the phone while seems to be reading on her notes.

The thing is, ALL of us have no desire to know about YOUR personal life?!!!

Gosh...

She was so oblivious in her own world despite being inside a public transportation.

I know this is your freedom. But you are causing such a nuisance to everyone else.

omg...

Seriously, what are these people or she is thinking?

Mysterious Skin

Finally, i watched "Mysterious Skin". Almost 3 years after its debut. I didn't managed to make it to the big screen like i did for "Brokeback Mountains" then.

In fact, it was 2 nights ago that i caught it. But till now, i still have the disturbing feeling.
Child abuse... paedophile... gay...

Gosh...

The complex human mind.

Why and how on earth do they and were they thinking of?

Human rights?

The right to love any one. really any one?

Is that love?

What is right. What is appropriate?

Ewww.... sick ... feel so sick by those people.

Brilliant performance by Gordon Lewitt. Hope i didn't get his name wrong.
Now that he has grown up from the "3rd rock from the sun" and "10 things i hate about you", he has that uncanningly striking resemblance to the late Heath Ledger. And i miss Heath so much...

A Movie Date

It has been quite sometime for both of us to enjoy a date.
Okay, though i gotta admit that the Bintan weekend getaway was barely weeks ago but that can't be counted, does it?

Anyway, on the eve of the 'Good Friday", i truly enjoy my time with B.
We went for a peek-a-boo at the much hype about mall at Tampines.
Crowded. Crowded Crowded. So crowded that the escalator was down. Geez...

Then a nice but reallllyyy long awaited dinner at BaliThai. Imagine B had came back to the restaurant with the movie tickets that he had Q for, with him being the no. 31st and yet the food were still not arrived!!!

As the movie was only showing at 11plus, we had to find something to do. We need to kill time.
Killiney kopitiam was chosen to rest our feet and hence began our 'playing'.

He's so adorable, isn't he?

=)